Posted by gillian (200.56.166.97) on August 13, 2004 at 07:13:26:
In Reply to: A gathering in memory of James - Friday 8/13 posted by Marc A on August 11, 2004 at 15:46:40:
and oh, how i miss that something wild and unwise in those eyes...that untouched brilliance that sometimes makes me lose my breath...but maybe i am just wishing that vacancy, that kopta shaped hole away, so that i can breathe again and know everything is always going to be okay...and i will always be the same girl i was when he left us...my mind knows better but my heart tries to tell us...he is here...he is part of us...and we do not forget, unfortunate living that we are, we have to carry him with us wherever we go...even if we are in mexico...and all of the things i thought i would have time to tell him...and all of the things that i should have when i had the chance...i'm sorry i was never enough...i guess i never will be...